Living with HIV-Isreali's Please STOP!!!

Ya so todaY is my birthday,& i feel old.Isreal is attacking the Gaza strip which it surrounds-leaving no where for thousands of refugee's to flee.Innocent lives are being lost-this attack must cease at once,or the whole middle east is in jepardy of falling into war.It seems mankind is bound & determined to destroy himself along with his neighbors.Today i pray for peace in troubld place & peoples.Its like the whole world is going crazy-Isreal is attacking UN Flag positions-WTF?Y do we just sit by & allow this to happen?i HOPE THEY DO NOT GET UPSET WHEN IT IS THEIR TURN-PAYBACK IS A BITCH RIGHT? Well it seems they are long over due for some kind of payback-kiling a thousand peoples must have repercussians & CANNOT go unpunished.I leave it to GOD to punish the Isreali's,he has been doin it long enough already!PEACE LOVE & HAPPINESS TO ALL !!!.So i wasn't feling good all day today-6,jerry stopped by & then later on my son came to visit me for abit,wished me happy birthday which was nice of him.I have been stuck in a depression for a month now & still do not know how to break out of it.I want to start excercising & buy a 300 workout set-i need a ride though,as it's all the way out at walmart.I cannot carry it by myself & setting it up will require alittle help from someone.My HIV support group meeting is tomorrow & the top item on the agenda is the fact that we are losing our food vouchers.What a thing to lose especially when times are just starting to get alot harder.What can u do eh?PEACE LOVE & HAPPINESS TO ALL!!!

Not feeling Well-Not a Happy Birthday-Isreal Launches ground Attack on Hamas Leaders in Palistine

So ya today is the 5 & my birthday is tomorrow,but i feel sick & i am not up to anything at all except laying in my bed & feeling depressed & old.watching the TV & slowly watching life go by me,wondering all the while why i am feeling alone & lost.My hope is in GOD & Jesus Christ-they have brought me this far surley they have something for me to do as of yet i still dont know wat it is though.Clean now 5 yrs.Hmm wow eh!Time flies when yer watching life go by,actually it drags but as u age a funny thing happens & time seems to speed up just when you want it to slow down!I regret so many things i have said,&done,that i don't even know where to start!This is the coldest winter in a long time & it came early as well making it a long,cold winter.OIL prices will rise yet again,as demand increases.Y is it always the poorest that get caught up & suffer due to other's neglect?GOD help us in these coming months,& speed this Jan along!PEACE N LOVE FOLKS,NOT WARS N WALLS EH!!!ps. Isreali's have launched an attack against palistinian Hama's leaders & as many as 500 palistinians have been killed-mostly civlian casualties....Canada has called for immediate cease fire but sadly this will not happen soon enough-my fear is the start of the 3 world war-it has come that far-or close-depending on how u view it.